Individually Wrapped.

I knew everything was a lie. everyone lies. Thats just how it is, words words words. time to move...

jennyda — Sun, 12 May 2013 17:58:30 -0400

I knew everything was a lie. everyone lies. Thats just how it is, words words words.

time to move on, time to grow up, time to forget things that matter, because everything that matters dissolves. and it’s something that I need to accept, or else I won’t survive. Thats my goal, is to simply survive.

it’s easier not to feel than to have too many feelings, because then you just look bad....

jennyda — Mon, 06 May 2013 11:48:42 -0400

it’s easier not to feel than to have too many feelings, because then you just look bad. duh.

dgaf and life will pass you like a brief dream that you can feel but not remember

nostalgia…

jennyda — Fri, 12 Apr 2013 12:28:38 -0400

nostalgia…

regret filled coffin

jennyda — Fri, 05 Apr 2013 18:33:46 -0400

regret filled coffin

triggers

jennyda — Fri, 05 Apr 2013 18:27:51 -0400

triggers

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jennyda — Sun, 03 Mar 2013 19:00:55 -0500

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jennyda — Sat, 23 Feb 2013 21:07:40 -0500

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jennyda — Fri, 22 Feb 2013 13:53:21 -0500

pipe dreams

jennyda — Mon, 18 Feb 2013 14:23:30 -0500

pipe dreams

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jennyda — Mon, 04 Feb 2013 10:59:13 -0500

lost in the sadness

jennyda — Thu, 31 Jan 2013 22:39:26 -0500

lost in the sadness

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jennyda — Mon, 28 Jan 2013 21:16:44 -0500

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jennyda — Mon, 28 Jan 2013 21:11:53 -0500

“you couldn’t pay me enough for be 24” “Well, they’re not paying me at...

jennyda — Thu, 17 Jan 2013 14:26:00 -0500

“you couldn’t pay me enough for be 24”

“Well, they’re not paying me at all.”

“I just want someone who wants to hang out all the time, thinks I’m the best person in the world, and wants to have sex with only me.”

I think journal implies a 13 year old girl who rides horses, and is obsessed with her mom and it’s not what I’m doing. -hannah

I could massage your groin in a non-sexual way. - shoshanna

marnie to Hannah: I support you, literally, do you know how much money you owe me at this point?

Adam [to Hannah]: If you wanna f**k me from behind, at least put my hair back.

marnie: had a bad breakup. It’s okay I think we’re gonna be able stay friends you know, but I’m not gonna do what Hannah does and order 6 pizzas to make myself feel better.

emoijs

Making decisions are hard. Making love however…

jennyda — Tue, 15 Jan 2013 00:56:10 -0500

Making decisions are hard.

Making love however…

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jennyda — Sun, 13 Jan 2013 06:45:24 -0500

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jennyda — Sun, 13 Jan 2013 05:04:00 -0500

dreams

jennyda — Mon, 07 Jan 2013 01:21:00 -0500

I used to read a lot of fantasy books as a kid. The way I dreamt at night would be me imagining myself in these worlds the books created for me, and either become a character in them or take that world and create my own. As my semesters rolled on these dreams always ended up with me dying but not actually finishing the act, but semi-in the process of death. My mom used to yell at me for reading books and not spending enough time on studies or the bible, and that I was “filling the void in my heart that jesus wants to be in.” It got my to thinking about that void I’m trying to fill. My loneliness? Everyone should understand that they are alone on this earth, and that was one of the first times I realized just how deep and lonely everyone feels. I feel like these dreams were also trying to give me an answer as well, and maybe those new worlds I created have turned my dreams into a path to freedom.

heatherchristle: from James Schuyler’s “The Payne Whitney...

jennyda — Sun, 06 Jan 2013 20:17:05 -0500

heatherchristle:

from James Schuyler’s “The Payne Whitney Poems”

cult-fanboy-ramble: Hayao Miyazaki’s advice on how to use...

jennyda — Mon, 31 Dec 2012 18:26:49 -0500

cult-fanboy-ramble:

Hayao Miyazaki’s advice on how to use transparent watercolors in the booklet of the Ghibli Museum Sketching Set.

Title: My recommendation. Transparent watercolor is good.

“transparent watercolor has a strong habit”, “do not paint stickily and paint after wiping the extra paint and water off”, “paint thinly the bright part”, “had better not use white”, “paint other color after under color has dried”, “let’s mix the color and use it.”

Light the wool which protrudes on a new painting brush.
Anything is fine for a water vessel.
A retractable knife is enough for the pencil sharpener.
One 2B pencil is enough for the pencil.
Divide the palette into seven zones: Bright, Dark, Black, Green 1, Green 2, Blue 2, Blue 1.
Do not use the eraser.
Do not draw a guideline for a picture.

“these painting materials are enough for a 2-week trip and preparations for a movie.”

Found this on Nausicaa.net along with the news that the new Takahata and Miyazaki Ghibli films for next summer are expected be announced this week!

Amazing!